How Important Is Your Reputation?
This weekend I had the
assignment to teach a portion of the apostle Paul’s journey to my fifth grade
Sunday School class. As I prepared the lesson, I focused on the diversity
of believers that existed in each leg of the apostle Paul and Barnabas’
expedition.
Then, beginning
with their departure from the church of Antioch (in Syria) where the Holy
Spirit instructed the elders to send Barnabas and Saul out on their first
missionary journey, I charted each territory, church plant, appointment of
elders, healings, triumphs, and trials. We illustrated both region and
city and the population diversity of Jew, Greek, believer, non-believer, false
prophets, and city leaders with various colors on the chart. This visual
representation not only showed the path traveled but the obstacles these
apostles faced in each location. As I reviewed the details found between
Acts 13 and Acts 15 in pictorial form, I now had a new set of eyes to see what
I could not see by merely reading this passage.
Placing numbers
on the map from Antioch through Cyprus, to Pamphylia, up to Pisidia over to
Lycaonia and then the returning all the way to Jerusalem, we saw the great
distance that the apostle Paul and Barnabas traveled to resolve a controversy
that had arisen between Jew and Gentile regarding the path of salvation.
We mounted this chart on a magnetic whiteboard and created movable game pieces
attached to magnets representing Barnabas, the apostle Paul, John Mark, Silas,
and Barsabbas so that the kids could move these figures from place to place
while learning about this missionary journey. May I ask a question? Would it be helpful to you to make Scriptures
more accessible by creating a chart or a map next time you ponder a difficult
passage? As I see it, I can only grow
when I take time to decipher complicated wording. This requires that I slow down and play with the
passage. I look up the definition of words where the meaning is not clear. I look for multiple applications, I turn it
from my perspective to their perspective.
What do you do? The Holy Spirit
will help us to understand whatever He wishes us to see when He places our eyes
on the Holy Word of God.
Renewed
Eyes:
It wasn’t until the next morning when I was listening to Henry Blackaby, author
of Experiencing God on an audible book, where I heard him talk about his
reputation that a lightbulb illuminated the passage that I had just taught the
kids over the weekend. Henry shared how he had encountered considerable
criticism in his ministry regarding church planting and mission
expansion. His eyes were drawn to a passage found in 1 Samuel 2:30. In
the second half of that verse we see God speaking to Eli, ‘But now the Lord declares: “Far be it from Me! Those who
honor Me I will honor, but those who despise Me will be disdained”’ (English Standard
Version).
It was upon those words that Pastor
Blackaby determined that he would not rebuke those who criticized him. He
allowed God to mold his reputation however He wished. Blackaby realized
that he was not his own and his reputation was not his own. According to
1 Corinthians 6:19-20, Henry was drawing upon this passage when he revealed his
thoughts about his circumstances. What is fascinating to me, is that we
studied this passage in our adult worship this week in which the apostle Paul
says, "Do you not know that your bodies are
temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You
are not your own; you were bought at a price. Therefore, honor God with your
bodies." (1 Corinthians 6:19–20 NIV)
So, I propped
the same chart I had used in Sunday School on the chair beside my desk and
began to study the same passage over again. This time I started my reviewing
beginning in Acts chapter 9 with Saul’s conversion. As I walk my way
through Scriptures, sometimes I find it helpful to create a chart to organize
my thoughts. I’ve included my work within this writing to show how the
apostle Paul’s reputation or character developed over the seven chapters found
in Acts beginning in chapter 9 and continuing through 15.
Saul’s Initial Reputation:
Passage
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Passage
Perspective
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Outcome
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1.) Genesis 9:4-7
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THE
CONVERSION OF SAUL
Jesus encounters Saul on the road
to Damascus and asks why he is persecuting Him.
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Saul asks, “Who are you, Lord?”
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2.) Genesis 9:13-14
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Ananias isn’t thrilled about his
assignment to heal Saul because of his reputation for evil violence against
those in Jerusalem.
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God’s Response: “He (Saul) is a
chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and
the children of Israel.”
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3.) Genesis 9:21-22
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SAUL
PROCLAIMS JESUS IN SYNAGOGUES
Those who hear Saul in Damascus
are concerned about Saul speaking the name of Jesus as they do not trust his
motives.
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In spite of these conclusions, we
see that Saul confounds the Jews as his message strengthens.
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In the
first two passages, we see that Saul’s poor reputation proceeds him. Even
with a tarnished image, God chooses to use Saul to accomplish His
purpose. In the third passage we see that despite his tarnished image,
and despite the fact he has not received mercy from those who heard him preach
in Damascus, his reputation begins to strengthen which enables him to do the
mission that God has set before him. Saul ignores the criticism and
responds in obedience.
Earning Respect and Receiving Mercy:
Passage
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Passage
Perspective
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Outcome
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1.) Genesis 9:23-25
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SAUL
ESCAPES FROM DAMASCUS
The Jews in Damascus plot to kill
Saul.
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Saul with the aid of some of his
disciples helped him to escape being lowered in a basket.
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2.) Genesis 9:26
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SAUL
IN JERUSALEM
Saul attempts to join the
disciples, but they reject him because they are afraid.
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Saul had not yet acquired the
trust or respect of the disciples in Jerusalem.
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3.) Genesis 9:27
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Barnabas who is well-respected
among the disciples in Jerusalem vouches for Saul.
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Barnabas endorsement gave Saul the
opportunity to prove that the Holy Spirit transforms the heart of men.
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4.) Genesis 9:29-30
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The Hellenist also seek to kill
Saul as he disputes with them in Jerusalem
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The apostles protect Saul and send
him to Caesarea and then off to Tarsus.
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We are all
familiar with many stories of the Pharisees' encounters with Jesus in the
Gospels. There was rarely a time when there wasn't a conflict.
Pharisee thinking and Kingdom thinking were polar opposites. Saul was a
Pharisee, so we can only assume that he shared some of the reputational
characteristics of Pharisees in that day. How easy would it be to change
the prideful countenance of Saul's heart? Reputation was
everything. In our first example above, Saul had lost favor with his
people (the Jews). In the second example, the disciples also rejected
him due to his past behavior. In the third example, Saul had somehow
received the respect of Barnabas, who was respected by the apostles (disciples
of Jesus) and vouched for Saul. Then in the fourth example, Saul was now
building his upright image based on his obedience to God’s calling, but also
off the testimony of others.
Saul’s Actions – Creating a
Reputation:
Passage
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Passage
Perspective
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Outcome
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1.) Genesis 11:19-26
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THE
CHURCH IN ANTIOCH, SYRIA
Those that scatter due to
persecution find themselves teaching only Jews, but some men from Cyprus
& Cyrene begin to speak to the Hellenist (Greeks).
Reports of this reach Jerusalem,
who recruits Barnabas to go to Antioch, Syria.
Barnabas goes to Tarsus to find
Saul and asks to join him on this mission of teaching in Antioch.
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Remembering that Saul had disputed
with the Hellenist in Jerusalem, Barnabas knew that he wanted Saul to
join him at the church in Antioch.
For a whole year, Barnabas and
Saul taught the church in Antioch together.
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2.) Genesis 11:27-30
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Because of a predicted famine, the
founding church decides to send some relief to the church in Judea.
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Barnabas and Saul were appointed
to deliver this relief to the elders of the church in Judea.
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3.) Genesis 13:1-3
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The Holy Spirit spoke to the
church in Antioch appointing Barnabas and Saul to preach outside Antioch (in
Syria).
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The church anointed these men and
sent them off.
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Called by the
Holy Spirit, we see that Barnabas and Saul were set apart to do the work of the
Lord Jesus Christ. In all three passages above, we see that Saul’s
reputation is improving. He is asked to join the mission found in Matthew
28:16-20, the Great Commission (as it is commonly known). Early believers
intended to reach the Jews first, a few men had included the Gentiles, and now
the church in Antioch was being asked to send Barnabas and Saul out to reach
more remote parts. Saul was now approved by God to focus on the work set
before him.
Saul (Paul’s) Mission Reception:
Passage
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Passage
Perspective
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Outcome
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1.) Genesis 13:6-8
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BARNABAS
AND SAUL ON CYPRUS
Barnabas and Saul encountered
Bar-Jesus (Elymas), a Jewish false prophet who wished to discredit them in
front of the proconsul, Sergius Paulus (a man who sought to hear the Word of
God).
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Although Bar-Jesus wished to
discredit Saul, the apostle didn’t take the attack personally. Saul
used the power of the Holy Spirit to stop Elymas with blindness.
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2.) Genesis 13:8-12
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Because of the incident with
Bar-Jesus, Sergius Paulus, the proconsul on the Island of Cyprus believes,
receives the baptism, and acquires the Holy Spirit.
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Saul glorified God in his actions,
not taking the attack personally. At this point, Saul begins to
use his Roman name Paul, and he no longer is represented as an
apprentice under Barnabas. Scriptures begin to refer to the team as
Paul and Barnabas, rather than Barnabas and Saul.
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3.) Genesis 13:15, 42-43
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PAUL
AND BARNABAS at ANTIOCH
(in
PISIDIA)
On the first Sabbath, Paul and
Barnabas are well received. They are
asked to speak, to return the following Sabbath, and they receive a blessing
from the Jews and devout converts to Judaism.
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Everyone seems to be encouraged by
Paul’s message of grace to the Jews as well as the Greeks.
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4.) Genesis 13:45, 48-51
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The very next Sabbath, the Jewish
leaders became jealous and refuted everything Paul taught. They brought
devout women and leading men of the city to stir up trouble, and they drove
them out of town.
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Paul’s approval rating did a
complete 180-degree turn. The apostles did precisely as the disciples
of Jesus had done; they shook the dust from their feet and went on to
Iconium.
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5.) Genesis 14:1-5
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PAUL
AND BARNABAS AT ICONIUM
Paul and Barnabas were not
welcomed by the unbelieving Jews who stirred up trouble and attempted to
poison the minds of the Gentiles against them. An attempt was made to
mistreat the apostles.
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Off to a good start in Iconium,
multitudes came to believe and were baptized; however, things quickly shifted
directions, and Paul and Barnabas fled to Lycaonia where they continued to
teach.
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6.) Genesis 14:8-15
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PAUL
AND BARNABAS LYSTRA
Paul, through the power of the
Holy Spirit, healed a disabled man and the people of that region including
the priest to Zeus following their pagan roots tried to elevate the apostles
to positions as gods.
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The apostles tore their robes and
explained that they were mere men, not gods. They tried to reinforce the
gospel message to give honor and glory to God alone.
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7.) Genesis 14:19
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The Jews from Antioch (Pisidia)
and Iconium were not satisfied to drive Paul and Barnabas from their towns,
they followed the apostles to Lystra and convinced the people to stone Paul
and drag him outside their city.
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Although they thought Paul was
dead, he was not, and on the very next day Paul went on to Derbe with
Barnabas.
The apostles were bold and
retraced their steps returning to Lystra, Iconium, and Antioch, Pisidia
strengthening the believers and encouraging them to continue in their faith.
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Illustrated in
these seven passages above, we see that Paul took neither good nor bad review
of his message to heart. Not focused on his own reputation, he remained
true to his calling. He continued to boldly proclaim the message of
Salvation.
Paul’s Post Mission Reputation:
Passage
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Passage
Perspective
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Outcome
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1.) Genesis 14:26
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PAUL
and BARNABAS RETURN TO ANTIOCH
(in
Syria)
Paul and Barnabas were commended
by the church for the work they had fulfilled.
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The acknowledgment they received
was ‘to the grace of God’ not for their own glory.
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2.) Genesis 15:1-2
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The message Paul and Barnabas spoke
to the Gentiles became twisted by men from Judea who taught that Gentiles
must convert to Judaism before they could receive baptism and Salvation.
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Paul and Barnabas debated with
them and then decided to take the matter to Jerusalem for resolution.
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3.) Genesis 15:4-5
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THE
COUNCIL’S LETTER TO GENTILE BELIEVERS
Paul and Barnabas received a warm
welcome by the church in Jerusalem, by the apostles, and also the elders.
However, the Pharisees rose up to
say that it was necessary for all believers to be circumcised and keep the
laws of Moses.
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After the testimony of Peter, and
Simeon (from Antioch), James concluded that the Gentiles should not receive
the heavy yoke required of the Jews. They supported Paul and Barnabas
with Silas and Judas (leading men from the church), and they backed up their
letter with ‘it seemed good to the Holy
Spirit, the apostles, the elders, and the whole church.’
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We see in
these three examples that Paul received commendations from the church that sent
them on this mission, that Paul continued to defend the message he had received
from the Holy Spirit, but he also reinforced his opinion with that of the
Council in Jerusalem. In the same vein, the letter written by the Council
in Jerusalem was enhanced by the support of ‘the Holy Spirit’ and others from
Jerusalem. Again, Paul was more concerned about Gods appointed work than
his own reputation.
Conclusion:
How many of us
can say that we don't worry about our reputations? I have to agree with
Henry Blackaby. His decision to not fret over, nor defend, his reputation
while he is following his calling from the Holy Spirit seems biblical and
sound. As representatives of Jesus, we will have our ups and downs with
the opinions of man. We cannot take things too personally; we can
learn from Paul’s example to take the focus off our reputation and place our
value in Gods' reputation.
Area
of Reflection:
1. When have you been more concerned over your reputation at the expense of not doing what God has called you to do?
Endnotes:
Throughout this article I use the
name ‘the apostle Paul’ to familiarize ourselves with the story; however, I revert
to using the name Saul, until he officially takes on his Roman name Paul. It is at this time that Paul seems to move
from an apprentice position to becoming the leader.
For more information on Henry Blackaby and his book,
Experiencing God go to https://blackaby.org/
Comments
I so often have cared too much about what others think of me when the reality is that as long as my heart is right and I am striving to please God in all that I do and say, what man thinks does not matter!
Thank you again for this great writing!